Friday, October 19, 2012

Boondo se...


Boondo se bane the badal ek pal me baras gaye
bhatke hum , nayi manzilen aur ab humsafar naye

Aankho me sahej ke rakhe the kuch lamhe
aansuo me ab wo na jaane kab miley

Khushiya toh pehle dhundha hi nahi karte the
Ab khush hone ke khayal se hi hain darte

Safar pe chale the lagta hai jaise ki kal
Bas inhi yaado me nikalta hai har pal

Sochte hai ki inko qaid kyu nahi kar sakte
Pal ye tapakti boondo se hai lagte

Inhi boondo se fir bante hai badal ,yuhi baras jaate hai
Chalna seekhte hi hai ki raaste badal jaate hai





Sunday, July 1, 2012

Yuhi ek din...




Yuhi chal raha tha , lamba tha ye safar
Jaane kab kya hua nahi mujko khabar

Zehen me kai baatien yuhi chalti rahi
Unn lamho me muje fursat mili nahi

Fir ek roz jo hua wo mujpe ye ahsas
Uss din laga jaise sab kuch tha mere paas

Badal gaya mai aur tham liya khud ko iss tarah
Zindagi me pehli baar mil chuki thi ek wajah


Sab badalta hi raha hai uss din se
Jaane ab mai kab tak reh paunga aise

Yaadon me ab bhi uss din ki talash hai
ummedo me wahi hai , wahi khas hai







Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Wo Ek Hasi...

Wo ek hasi , hasi se hui wo shuruat
shuruat se hui pehchan, pehchan se ho gai mulakat
mulakato se bane lamhe , lamho me fir tera wo saath


Fir ho gaye dur , duri ne di yaadein
yaado me dikhe pal , palo me chupi baatein
baaton ne diye khwab , khawabo me kati raatien


Ab bas hai wahi talash , talasho se chen nahi
bechaini se hui pareshani , pareshaniyo bhi khub sahi
sehen karte hai har roz , yaad kar bas wahi
wahi thi hasi ,aisi hasi  na dekhi hai kahi....




Saturday, April 28, 2012

The crazy dreamer

He was warm and cozy in his lil nest
With exceptional care there was ample rest
But there was something in his peanut size brain
He had a dream and was ready to take the pain
The plan was clear and there was no other option
He toiled hard , shed blood such was the passion
All he wanted was to touch the sky beyond the sky
The day came and it was just not a try
A flawless plan that was destined to be flawless
That day was all about his emotional prowess
He flew high beyond the clouds
It was his moment , there were no doubts
But then suddenly one wing clipped and the ascent stopped
In no time with double velocity he dropped
The dream was gone and there was nothing left now
All the while he wondered why and how
He faces the truth everyday when others fly by
They force him to believe that he atleast gave a try
The dream is lost forever
He does not accept and will never
Its destiny and this is how it was to be
he does not want to and will never agree
The thoughts hold him back day and night
He is not ready to let go and will fight
With  one wing he still thinks he can fly high
He will but his dream will never die......


Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Her Other Side


There are billions and there would be millions more
Beaten, grazed & polluted mother earth is injured and sore

The almighty is confused what should come next
Should he just wipe us out on this pretext?

We don’t care and we just want to somehow dwell
And shall do the same in the coming years as well

Draw boundaries, wage a war, dig for oil or ruin the air
Who has time for this, who has a thought to spare

The start is not yet known to anyone of us
But one day there will be a full stop to this ruckus 

The seeds that we have sown are ripe and ready to sprout
The fruits of agony and pain will soon tell what it was all about

The pain is growing each second and she would rise at last
That day would show her other side, it would be the holocaust…..

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Lucky


It was mid march and I had the same nostalgic feeling  as if I had my exams the next day . The whole atmosphere in India around this time of the year is like this  . Heat , tuitions , tests , exams  and the never ending thirst for getting the ranks or atleast the coveted 90’s. The pressure as they say is at its peak , When every family wants their sons or daughters to be the rank holders . Because this is what will decide your entire life in this country .
I was at my home enjoying my vacations. The kid next door had his exams and I could clearly feel the chaotic calls , shouts and all warning sounds . Some years back It was me in his place . The whole family preparing on war footing for the D-day .  Everything would be arranged and taken care of  . The only expectation from this whole tantrum was the double digit number  which could be proudly bragged of ,when talking to friends and family . Anyways let me not get too much of a critic about this prevalent ritual in our country.
The D-Day came and the kid was all set , His mother came out reiterating If he had kept everything for the exam as if He was a US marine assigned to Afghanistan . This was like a full kit checkup before going to the front . The routine ended with an arti and offering of sweet curd , which was the only difference with the checks done by those Marines  .  It was already time and then came the swanky air conditioned sedan to escort him to the battlefield. The whole rush ended with the vehicle disappearing in  the next corner . I was just about to enter when  a young kid of about 15 years came to the main gate of our house . He was looking for some work and we wanted to get some garden work done. So the deal was made and he quickly cleaned up the whole area ,watered the plants, dumped the waste and asked me for the money . I asked him casually if he was attending school , the answer was yes . He was studying  in the 9th grade in the local government school  . The whole morning episode prompted me to ask about his exams and like our little marine he too had his exams  . There was a 2 day break in between the papers and his family asked him to get some cash . I was glued to where I was standing literally frozen in time . I wanted to talk to him and ask about this whole little adventure that he and his family was doing . His name was Lucky and he was very keen in studying further and wanted to get into a stable bank job in future .  His smile and the glow on the face was  concealing the sheer compulsion that he had . His next paper was social sciences and he was more than confident of scoring high . In fact he had planned to work the next day too . I handed him the money and gifted him a pen too , that was the only thing that was coming to my mind at that point of time. He promised to do well in his next paper and went on for his next assignment.
Our little marine returned home in some time  , I was roaming outside only and the look on his face suggested that the battle was not won today .  I asked him about his exam , he was disheartened and told me that today was not this day , All the topics that he had practiced did not come . He said “I am not lucky enough” .The line immediately rang some bells in my brain . I consoled him for the next exam but somewhere inside I agreed with his line  , He was not lucky just could not be ‘lucky’ enough ever and probably won’t realize how it feels to be lucky.
Next time when somebody tells me that he or she was not lucky  , I am sure I would have to admit that they actually are not and can never be….

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

The swing effect !


 It all began with a silly conversation on coffee and the very next weekend we were on the way to a coffee plantation resort far away from the human habitation in search of some clean air. We chose to stay in a 120 year bungalow made by some brit called AJ Thompson . Let me not write about the area and the name of the place , this should be a secret .
We had a large group and a typical fun filled journey . After traveling overnight on the busy highway we were  on the other side of the concrete world . There were lakes with birds flocking from every direction. There were coffee plantations everywhere and  we were mesmerized by just watching the sunrise , an event which happens daily but never relished.  My friends were skeptical about the place and the whole idea of going there , even I was but we kept pacifying each other by using the same line “yahi toh adventure hai yaar!” . A very typical line that most of us use when not sure of the place . I think even the GPS devices should have such messages in India ,I mean imagine when using a GPS device an error pops us saying “Location not found – Yahi toh adventure hai” . Anyways So we finally called up the caretaker who told us that he had to run to some high ground to talk to us . Now came the most difficult part , our driver was a telugu guy , the care taker spoke Kannada and I like most of the North Indians working down South was clueless !
Some words here and there and through simple typical words like aata jaata , righta ,lefta , deadenda and we managed to get the correct route .A steep climb followed by dense vegetation and  finally  we saw the shrub laden board showing us the direction for the bungalow. Now we were not expecting a gorgeous and alluring place like this . The path leading to the bungalow was right through the plantations cutting it like somebody had neatly combed the whole area. The sight was same as that of the old movie scenes where erstwhile heroes would drive open jeeps with some ladies dancing in the background. The biggest surprise was this chrome color building right in the middle of the plantation standing magnificently atop a hillock. Our quest for adventure had paid off . The place was a architecture marvel, the entry was marked by garden on either sides with beautiful lamps adoring the pathway. There was no door as such  and standing right in the middle of the veranda was a classy wooden swing which I guess was as the same age that of the bungalow. The flooring was reminiscent of the typical British structures and was made of wood . The distinct creaking when we walked added to the feel. The place was well kept keeping in mind its centennial age , there were 6 huge rooms and 1 central hall with a fireplace accompanied by old oil paintings and trophies. The staff quarters were at the back and there was a different way for the staff, again an  arrangement of the  typical British sahib system. The caretaker was extremely humble and the language barrier did not overshadow his hospitality skills. After  having a sumptuous meal , we all took some rest and explored the places nearby . I kept teasing my folks about the place being haunted and the real ‘adventure’ coming up in the night . Well this thought is obvious when you are spending your night in the middle of a jungle , sleeping in a building which is 120 year old made by some British man for his love . Yes as the caretaker told us , AJ made this building for his wife Amelia who had died waiting for him on the swing which was especially made out of solid teak and gifted by AJ . The look on everybody’s face explained the situation .When we returned to the bungalow in the evening; everyone was comfortable with the benches and chairs.

Soon the crickets started echoing in the background mixed with the calls of birds returning home. We had a perfect meal again and sat for the bonfire. Some songs, topics especially the horror stories were enough to set the tone for the evening. Tired with all the activity throughout the day, we all headed for our rooms for a good sleep.Lights soon switched off and I bearing the responsibility as the leader of the pack made sure that everything was ok. That night had a full moon and I was just returning from the main hall after checking the staff quarters. The eerie silence was deafening in a way and I somehow felt lonelier. The moonlight was directly coming from the top ventilator and fell upon on the oil painting in the center of the hall right above the fireplace. It was of a beautiful lady with a mona lisa smile sitting sideways. What a master piece it was and for a moment I thought she was directly gazing at me. I knew It was Amelia, AJ’s lady love and no doubt he made such a fantastic place for her  . I was just reading out some words in the painting when the swing which was kept straight in front of the fireplace in the hall moved. Well I had been making stories throughout the day and I knew I would be targeted, this was the start. So I quickly hid myself behind the doors, and kept my ears open for the creaking of the culprit’s steps. There was no movement and I came out of my hiding. All I heard was my own steps nothing else .I rechecked all the doors and they were all closed from inside. I came back towards the swing checked for any hidden wires or strings meant for the pranks but found nothing. It was still moving, I waited again and to my surprise the oscillations did not die out and the movement was continuous. I was not sure so I inched closer and to my absolute surprise , the swing suddenly stopped right in the middle . This was it , All I had in mind was my room’s door , a straight sprint and nothing else . But I couldn’t , I felt as If my feet were stuck in fresh concrete . Just as I moved across , the swing from a still position started its oscillations again erasing all the laws of simple harmonic motion in my mind . I kept walking and did not dare to look back . I reached the door and had a final glance, it had stopped again . I closed the door behind me slowly and by the time I did , it had started swinging again.
The next morning I was looking fairer, the effect of last night made my face whiter.  I was not telling any stories now. We roamed for some more time in the surrounding areas and decided to leave by lunch .Just before departing, I examined the swing again and just at the bottom, there was an engraving which said “Keep swinging always Amelia!  … Yours always AJ ” .Startled by the engraving  that I read ,  I turned my head and my eyes fell directly upon the oil painting in the hall and the smile looked even broader to me …

To this date I don’t prefer sitting on any kind of swing

Monday, March 26, 2012

Savera jarur ayega !

Rangeen ye duniya aur Kore kagaz se ye khayal hamare
Khuli kitab hai zindagi par fir bhi sawal itne saare
Chalte jaate hai bas anjani raho par har roj
Manzilen nikal jaati hai , khatm nahi hoti ye khoj
Kal ki soch mai aaj aur ab nikal jaega
Andhera hai abi agar toh savera b jarur ayegaa